Procrastination

Exactly 48 minutes ago, I have stumbled upon something in the internet and I must say that I am on the verge of even considering of doing what I've read about.

However, though I know that this is exactly what I am wanting right now, is this really what I need? Would having it my way eventually turn out to be what I hoped it would be? Is getting what you want now justifies what you would be wanting in the future?

I am a very serious believer faith and destiny. That things do happen for a reason, that when you loose something you ought to get something better. Is doing this deviating to my destined future or am I deciding my future for myself?

Any thoughts? I would love to hear what you think.