I can never be thankful enough to my friends. The sole people I forgot when I was still with my ex. They never fail to make me smile nor let me know that I am so blessed and loved.
To the person who broke my heart. Thank you! Why? Because I never knew what I had. I never knew that I am so blessed with a loving family and a great set of friends who would do just about anything to make me feel better.
Getting my heart broken is by far the best thing that has happened to me. It made me realize what I have and what I would have missed if it weren't for this. Thank you asshole! If it weren't for you I'd still be the same lonely person that I was with you.
Cheers to my friends who are willing to sacrifice their livers for me. Yes, their livers, to drink booze with me and talk about the silliest things just to make me smile.
I am so over you asswipe. I may have lost one person but am sure have gained back the friends I could have lost. :) Good riddance, I pray that you trip one day and then die instantly. Lol. Kidding aside, good riddance to you ex bf, you may have hurt my spirit but you will never break it.
Who run the world? Mother fckn girls with the guidance of her badass froends :p
Drunk post courtesy of emperador light and strawberry kool-aid :p
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Moving On...
When people think of break-ups, one may think that it is the hardest thing to go through. In a nutshell, it is however, if you have a strong support system, getting over that someone who broke your heart would be the easiest life lesson you would learn.
I am dedicating this post to all my friends who never forgot to put a smile on my face. To thee people who has accepted me through and through.
I just had one of the best nights of my life with the people I have been with for the last 12 years and I must say, this shit will never get old. They are the living proof that age is just a number, that men will come and go, that no matter where life takes you, they will always have your back and that distance and time will never break whatever you have.
I raise my glass to my family who will love me no matter what happens, to my girlfriends who are trying their best to mend my broken soul and to my guy friends who makes me feel that I deserve nothing but the best.
Thank you will never be enough but for now these words are all I can say. I will forever be thankful for the people who caught me as I fall, who would never let anyone hurt me and who would drink booze to make me feel all right.
Last but not the least I would like to thank God for this challenge he has given and for providing me with the people I have in my life :)
Good vibes :)
I am dedicating this post to all my friends who never forgot to put a smile on my face. To thee people who has accepted me through and through.
I just had one of the best nights of my life with the people I have been with for the last 12 years and I must say, this shit will never get old. They are the living proof that age is just a number, that men will come and go, that no matter where life takes you, they will always have your back and that distance and time will never break whatever you have.
I raise my glass to my family who will love me no matter what happens, to my girlfriends who are trying their best to mend my broken soul and to my guy friends who makes me feel that I deserve nothing but the best.
Thank you will never be enough but for now these words are all I can say. I will forever be thankful for the people who caught me as I fall, who would never let anyone hurt me and who would drink booze to make me feel all right.
Last but not the least I would like to thank God for this challenge he has given and for providing me with the people I have in my life :)
Good vibes :)
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Procrastination
Exactly 48 minutes ago, I have stumbled upon something in the internet and I must say that I am on the verge of even considering of doing what I've read about.
However, though I know that this is exactly what I am wanting right now, is this really what I need? Would having it my way eventually turn out to be what I hoped it would be? Is getting what you want now justifies what you would be wanting in the future?
I am a very serious believer faith and destiny. That things do happen for a reason, that when you loose something you ought to get something better. Is doing this deviating to my destined future or am I deciding my future for myself?
Any thoughts? I would love to hear what you think.
However, though I know that this is exactly what I am wanting right now, is this really what I need? Would having it my way eventually turn out to be what I hoped it would be? Is getting what you want now justifies what you would be wanting in the future?
I am a very serious believer faith and destiny. That things do happen for a reason, that when you loose something you ought to get something better. Is doing this deviating to my destined future or am I deciding my future for myself?
Any thoughts? I would love to hear what you think.
Monday, January 9, 2012
2011
Before 2011 ended I lost the love of my life. The hardest part of losing him is that I know that there will come a time that I will need to let him go. Not only of the person but of the feelings, of the memories (good and bad) and finally let go of what we had.
We started as any couple would. We fought, we laughed, we cried, we loved. But amidst everything, I felt, actually WE both felt that something was always missing. Something was not right. And we were so afraid of losing the love, that we have forgotten to fill in the gap of what was always missing. Yes, it was forgotten but it never went away. Until the day came that the feeling that we have fought so much to forget, grew into a monster who would eventually destroy us.
So the day came when I lost a part of my heart that I know I'll never get back and I know that would be day that will forever change my life.
I loved and lost the person who would forever change my life. I know that it would take time before this pain will disappear however from this point on I will do my best to focus on the people I love and who actually loves me no matter how crazy I become, focus on my career wherever it may take me and lastly focus on myself, the lone person I forgot and neglected for the past 6 years and 7 months.
And of course, go back to a love of sharing my stories to anyone who would like to know it.
Have you ever lost the love you love the most?
We started as any couple would. We fought, we laughed, we cried, we loved. But amidst everything, I felt, actually WE both felt that something was always missing. Something was not right. And we were so afraid of losing the love, that we have forgotten to fill in the gap of what was always missing. Yes, it was forgotten but it never went away. Until the day came that the feeling that we have fought so much to forget, grew into a monster who would eventually destroy us.
So the day came when I lost a part of my heart that I know I'll never get back and I know that would be day that will forever change my life.
I loved and lost the person who would forever change my life. I know that it would take time before this pain will disappear however from this point on I will do my best to focus on the people I love and who actually loves me no matter how crazy I become, focus on my career wherever it may take me and lastly focus on myself, the lone person I forgot and neglected for the past 6 years and 7 months.
And of course, go back to a love of sharing my stories to anyone who would like to know it.
Have you ever lost the love you love the most?
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